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Time Heals Nothing (split EP with Every Forty Seconds)

by The Call Up

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1.
Identity 03:03
Everything I know, anesthetized deceit. Forever. I don't want to hurt you and corrupt the memory. Forever. The world has turned to walk away Lies, all lies, so why have you been telling me? I forget how to feel, I forget how to be. Everything some masquerade, create identity. Incoherent voices drown out the silence that leaves one alone with the thoughts that they despise. Anything you want to know I'll figure out a lie to tell you. Every dream I've ever had, stolen from some book.
2.
Take the medicine, sidestep the past, avert your eyes drown out the images seared into our minds. Half truths best left unspoken keep up appearances. Its so cold and strange to me, some affection may exist behind steel bars of the soul that are the connection. I am afraid of everyone, I am afraid of everything. This is a coward's game to play, this is a coward's game of shame. I hear the footsteps of destiny chasing me, its gaining fast. Can't take it anymore, will not fight another war. This apathy will eat your soul alive and spit it right out at your feet as you look on, uncomprehending as it slips away, I hear the footsteps of destiny chasing me to take me down.
3.
By the Grace 04:59
In a faded dream, a small child peers over well dressed adults at a painting of some angels. Effortlessly gliding through a deep blue sky that makes the world seems safe, makes it seem empty of fear. All your world is torn away, scraps litter the ground. The air picks up the pieces and scatters them into the wind. Lay awake at night, a feverish mind obsessed with old mistakes and the locked gates of heaven. I was so damn young, what did I do wrong? You made me afraid of hell before I even knew what sin was. Mother, am I going to hell? What are these sins that made him die for me? I can't stop these terrible dreams of agony and fire. Everything is burning red. All I can hear is screaming.
4.
I found her on the floor unconscious with the bottle lying next to her crumpled body. A tired and dull scene, I stepped over her to get a glass of water then go to bed. It's every night, every night always the same. I am not alive. How can this be? What kind of fuck is simply numb to this? I had my hand in the creation of this tragic mess. My mother then awoke, her glassy eyes slowly began to focus on her bastard son. She sighed and closed her eyes, spending the night in undignified repose for yet another time.
5.
Tear Me Down 04:10
Scratch tickets on the ground, the stench of gasoline. Sunlight makes everything here look so old and dead. So many dead dreams chasing me around. Break down the doors, smash everything in sight. Flashes of flame illuminate the night. Push it. Destroyed ambitions and a shattered memory. There is nothing worse in this world than the look inside a scared old man's brown eyes. The look inside a scared old man's brown eyes. All the voices sink to silence, they walk away into the night lonely shadows disappearing.

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Split EP CD with Every Forty Seconds. Lost Glory Records (Portland, ME)

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released January 1, 2004

Engineered by Mike Vera at New Alliance Audio, Boston, MA

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The Call Up Boston, Massachusetts

The Call Up were originally: Chris Amaral (vocals/guitar), Mike Shepherd (guitar/backing vox), Brian Jones (bass) and Mark Sarno (drums).

Other members have included Dan Wallace (bass), John Lattuca (bass), Matt Spent (guitar), Markie Metal (bass), Jesse Sherman (drums).

Labels: Lost Glory Records, Lonesome Recordings, Deep Elm Records.
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